precious is now @ PH .
and i am so bored now .


(:

arita says she miss me .
haas , i miss her too !
she even write at her nick there , and i did tt also .

chatted w my ex colleaugue , dear and chery.
had read Swee Ying's blog . she's rather angry regarding her birthday thing .
it's been like so long already , i tot she had already appeased .
just hope she can forget abt that .
no matter wad it already happen you wanna hate that person i don think he/she will even feel u .
so cheer up (:

chery seems so ecxcited for her trip .
happy for her ! hope she will have fun at her desired destination (:
miss miss ,
don forget me when you are there !

regarding my progress in assesment ,
arghh i hate assesment .
done till chapter 7 qns 6 nia .
no energy do already for now .
so i relax now .
haha ! (:

interview tomorrow !
woo wish me luck (:

12:13 AM

hellos , i am back from town .
had strawberry tiramisu and ice mocha vanilla w whipped cream @ coffee club .
took photos of our cake, drink and me as well .
i would say ambience and the music there was not bad .
ha, and the funny thing is we enjoyed to the extend we pass the timing tp take last train .
luckly in the end, we found alternative back to our house (: YAY
despite wearing like 2 inche heels, rather uncomfortable , i walked almost half the day .

i've bought my assesment ready to fight the battle .LOL
tomorrow's interview w lwm . wish me luck .
(:

i feel great when you are around .
the warmth , i loike ! (:

gonna hit my bed soon .
nights !

1:55 AM

it's turning dark



awaiting for my surprise .

It change our lives

perhaps, the pain maybe just temporary, but the connections n the memory we share , they last forever in ways we're not even aware of yet. so much so when it come to realization , i know i never lose u . in fact they stay intact .

if everything would have been so easy i guess treasure wont exist .
im grateful for every single event that bought changes to me ,
to make me stronger and firmer .

step by step ,
and i know i can do it .

one need to be satisfied , grateful .
satisfied means not being over bearing .
maybe in financial we want more ,
but others i believe being satisfy is impt .

and often we complaint this and that
we find everything doesnt go the way we actually wanted
but how many times we are grateful to ppl who around us ?

to me , i don have to be v rich to be happy .
as long as the people whom i treasure are free from illness , i m alr satisfied .

6:05 PM

parting always make ones grow fonder .
missing missing you .

done visiting ,
the image really make me aches .
i wonder why must sickness haunt old ppl
how sad .

deep sorrow , unexplainable . wordless ):
cute ah ma called Valentine ,
she's ha-le-lu-ya ( you know what i mean [:
thou she talk alot , but i felt her loneliness .
maybe this is wad call "you need to be one to feel one "
a lot of " wonder" , or maybe i m over imaginative .
or simply think too much ?

hope the love for me doesn't have an expiry date .
u are my best 礼物 !
i don need item to remind me of you .
i need you to remind me of you .

all your 体贴 stays, your temper shooo .

rainy day
coldness only remind me of YOU .
i don wish to fight this coldness alone .


candy floss . sunday . the dates .

6:46 PM

still remorseful over certain stuff .
but i am glad that i have a goal in life now ,
with that i can charged .
i will succeed, yes i will ! i believe myself [:
dependence , laziness , unadapted , was so far my fatal weaknesses .
i will work on that .

my contact lens blurred ):
i hate that .

tomorrow i will visit my sicked grandma ,
she have been sick since late Sept last year .
it must have been a struggle for her.

somewhat, i believe truth will be put t clear my name .

i believe in you .
i hope i entrust my youth to you , you wont disappoint me [:

remeber you told me it's a must that u will change ur temper

11:22 PM

After all this incident i came to realise it is not easy .
thou i tried all means to get it inside my head - i still got tendency to forget.
something so simple yet i think till so complex .
what the hardest things is to think something simply .
i don blame you at all . for everything (:
i m glad you have been by myside so often .
i done mistake .
i remember people told me , if u make a mistake you change it will be forgiven .
for somewhat when i felt so comfortable at my comfort zone , i tend to take things for granted .
till some extend i felt i've no wrong .
after serious things happen den i start t ponder n feel grumpy abt it .

seriously no one hate quarrel .
be it small or big issue .
after all peace n happiness is somewad most important .
i believe we all miss that.
i dont know 3 yrs dwn the road wad going to be .
it's time for me to really repent .
every obstacle makes me stronger but at the same times weaken me

i was given chance , yet i give it a miss .
somehow it's like transparent i could sense feel or do anything abt it .
how could it be ?
my confidence running out .
my mind is blank , why at that moment .

i leave w saddness emptyness
hate myself being so clumpsy but i couldnt save it bcos of my nature n immaturity .


if u were askin me did u lose anything
i will tell u i never .
in fact i gain laughter , happiness , someone who is there to take care of me , make my day vibrant jus by a sweet greeting " good morning " (:
sadness happiness painfulness diminish as soon as happiness comeby .
i love tt feeling.
not vengeful yet simple.

jus becos of one incident i am concious .
once u lost your concious it leads u to danger . something tt hurt u n your love one .
i knew i would be selfish t ask for forgiveness .
i knew i would be selfish to ask for trust .
i knew i would be selfish if i ask u to forget .
as far as not t bring hurt to you and myself , pls forgive my selfishness .

the promise from me to you still valid .

11:17 PM