After all this incident i came to realise it is not easy .
thou i tried all means to get it inside my head - i still got tendency to forget.
something so simple yet i think till so complex .
what the hardest things is to think something simply .
i don blame you at all . for everything (:
i m glad you have been by myside so often .
i done mistake .
i remember people told me , if u make a mistake you change it will be forgiven .
for somewhat when i felt so comfortable at my comfort zone , i tend to take things for granted .
till some extend i felt i've no wrong .
after serious things happen den i start t ponder n feel grumpy abt it .

seriously no one hate quarrel .
be it small or big issue .
after all peace n happiness is somewad most important .
i believe we all miss that.
i dont know 3 yrs dwn the road wad going to be .
it's time for me to really repent .
every obstacle makes me stronger but at the same times weaken me

i was given chance , yet i give it a miss .
somehow it's like transparent i could sense feel or do anything abt it .
how could it be ?
my confidence running out .
my mind is blank , why at that moment .

i leave w saddness emptyness
hate myself being so clumpsy but i couldnt save it bcos of my nature n immaturity .


if u were askin me did u lose anything
i will tell u i never .
in fact i gain laughter , happiness , someone who is there to take care of me , make my day vibrant jus by a sweet greeting " good morning " (:
sadness happiness painfulness diminish as soon as happiness comeby .
i love tt feeling.
not vengeful yet simple.

jus becos of one incident i am concious .
once u lost your concious it leads u to danger . something tt hurt u n your love one .
i knew i would be selfish t ask for forgiveness .
i knew i would be selfish to ask for trust .
i knew i would be selfish if i ask u to forget .
as far as not t bring hurt to you and myself , pls forgive my selfishness .

the promise from me to you still valid .

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