still remorseful over certain stuff .
but i am glad that i have a goal in life now ,
with that i can charged .
i will succeed, yes i will ! i believe myself [:
dependence , laziness , unadapted , was so far my fatal weaknesses .
i will work on that .
my contact lens blurred ):
i hate that .
tomorrow i will visit my sicked grandma ,
she have been sick since late Sept last year .
it must have been a struggle for her.
somewhat, i believe truth will be put t clear my name .i believe in you .
i hope i entrust my youth to you , you wont disappoint me [:
remeber you told me it's a must that u will change ur temper